gosh, lately has been so tiring for me.. reached hm almost 6.30pm everyday and its wearing me out.. hais.. was supposed to go jogging on monday with bro, but was super tired and had assignments to do. so i backed out. today was supposed to go jogging with sis. but yet again, damn tired. dey are pretty much blaming me for backin dwn again and again.. but im super tired lars. dunno why.. but i haf to stay motivated.. so made a promise with them yet again to go jogging tmr. a must must must.

must'nt keep getting tired, if not i'll never lose enuf weight. or mum will definitely announce to de whole world that she has a fat daughter. freaking shit to the person who created the word fat!! made our lives such a *(*&#*&@#^ shit. seriously. hate it. hate thin girls who keep saying, "oh no, im so fat", "no lor, im fatter than u". arrrgh. get over it bitches, u're not fat. No offence gals, its not directed at u gals.. sorry ar, just feeling pissed with myself.

oh well, i hafta get dwn to my work now.

P.S to myself: good luck losing de weight huns. =)