Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 9:58 PM

yes ar.. hahas. after yoga class, rested at hm for about half an hour.. den went out to jog with my soon-to-be-married chubby brother.. and his fren.. they are such a sport.. and its so funny running wit them.. cos i get to be faster!!! hahas.. we ran back and forth.. in our park area.. did sum sit-ups etc.. it was super fun.. i was laughin most of the time.. hahas..we exercised for a whole hour..and i sweated it out.. and im proud of it.. now my sis' pretty envious n supportive.. and kept sayin if i keep doin dis, i'll surely lose enuf weight for my bro's big wedding.. mummy wasnt as supportive tho.. hais.. why my mummy likdat.. im so sad. she demoralizes me all the time. i wanna hate her for tt, but i still love her cos she's my mum afterall.. i dun care. im motivated. and i'll keep at it.

hahas. this morning was hmm. nice. to those who know what happened. great for u.. i realised i shudnt blog too much about him..but.. yattta!!!!!!!!!! (sth like a happy expression in jap, i gez)..

i've decided to blog bout sth else.. this entry is dedicated to my dearest fren, ade.
hello babe, u know.. today i teared. while doin work on de comp. im not sure whther u were aware. but i did cry a little. u know why? cos i was sad. i was sad that u were under a tremendous amount of pressure and i cudnt do anethin. u were unhappy that we din get the results we wanted after a whole day of hard work. but u were worried to the extent u wanted to do evrythin by urself.. and me as a fren, i just felt helpless. cos i saw the look on ur face. i can feel it. im very much aware gal. u are giving urself wayy too much pressure..u deserve more credit for evrything u've done and u relli ought to share dis burden of urs with us.. ur grp mates.. i dun like to see ur gloomy face while we're doin fyp, cos it just shows how much of a burden we can be.. im always here for u, and i'll always be. please, if at anything, u just feel like letting it out, please, just talk it out with me.. i am relli willing to gif my time to u..
i relli wish that things will get better along de way.. for u..=) love and hugs, zak zak. Muackz!=)