i've been blogging almost everyday now.
perhaps cos there's more time to do so.
and plus the fact more assignments are crossed off the 'to-do' list..
with only fyp and exams at hands that is.

today is de day when my family and I cleaned up the whole house.
well, not the whole house, just my room.
hahas.
but the mess is equivalent.
hahas.

Hmm, i cant believe i have soo many disgusting habits.
hahas. damn. im not the clean,tidy gal no more.
sadded.
hahas. my swimming costume, yesh gals, de one which i wore dunno how many weeks ago.
was still moist and on my bed. till today that is.
eeews. i cant believe thats me.
and yesh, beside my mirror, those dirty marks.
evrytime my eyeline smudged, i wud just scrape it into the wall.
hahas. gosh. am i relli that eeeks?

plus, cleaned up the 'forbidden cabinet'
hahas. its called the forbidden cos it holds all my sis and my personal stuff.
plus, some religious books.
and other genre of books.

read thru my sec school diary.
i cant believed how much i have matured.
seriously, i felt like hitting myself in the head when i read those entries.
those were the days.
im so in love with myself now.
hahas. not that im self-obsessed.
i just feel that i am a much better person now, as compared to back then.=)

plus, i realised. i have awesome frens. be it then, and now.
love them loads.


here's a poem my good fren wrote for me in sec 2:

she looked so sad
that my heart ached
i've tried my best to make her smile
but to no vail it becomes

i wish she would turn to me
and put on a happy smile
my ache would go
her sadness would go
but where i wonder it will go?
in the deepest corner of my heart
or away from my heart will it go?
tears form in my eyes
threatening to flow
Oh! i wish she would turn
and smile at me.

im not sure exactly, if this is considered a poem,
but i thank you so much sharifah nabilah, for taking me as a good fren, and still do.
love u loads.

LOVE TO ALL!!=)