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Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 8:57 PM gonna blog about several things tdy..
dont know whther i should consider tdy a good or bad, either way its fine.. to start it off, had fyp in de morn. din realised dere was so little to do. ms had alredi did de wrapping of de metal disks, checked de results of de agar spot test, which evidently, wasnt there yet. wanted to take pics of de prev results, but evidently, my camera sucked. went to find Mrs Koh, was told to re-do PCR. wanted to do it tdy, but was too lazy to do lar, honestly, plus de hood was in use. so pushed it to tmr. after ms went home, i sticked aroun to wait for de guys, and whilst waiting asked dem about de burfdae celebs.. den followed dem to grab lunch before goin to Kallang Leisure Park to check it out, seriously, dere's nth much to dis mall. i couldnt stand it.i almost died of boredom. we figured, how do we make dis work? so we went roamin aroun for awhile before we sat and thought it thru. thanks to azhar, who came up with a plan which i think is great.. altho im sure some would complain, but heys, its gd enuf we cracked our brains to think of such stuff.. so yeah, there's a change in venue.. will inform de rest soon i guess. i din think that burfdae celebs are becomin such a chore, most of us are exhausted from havin to think of details over and over. but dis time, im doin it since its our last yr. so movin on. while merv and anson went to grab drinks, i took de opportunity to talk to him. i told him straight up, im pretty straightfwrd when it comes to such stuff, and just asked him whther things btwn us have changed eversince? why we weren't openly discussin bout it and instead have awkward conversatns.. and asked him whether he'll still be my lab partner after all tt has happened.. okay, sounds like i have a whole lot of qns, but obviously thats not all to it. it came to a point whereby, i just said i heard u're unsure of whther u like me and all, im not pressurizing him at all. and he's very much aware of dis. in fact i told him, im very sure that i like you (which i wanted to slap myself for being blatantly honest), and that we're friends now, and we'll still be friends if at de end of dis, it doesnt work out. and that im prepared of whats to come. dere were things said/exchanged that left me ponderin over certain matters.. did i mention we still continued de convo even when merv and anson returned? perhaps, de conversatn did affect me. so i seemed a little quiet on de way back. so he sms-ed me telling me not to worry. and that he'll tell me when the time's right. im not hurrying him at all. i just need him to understand that whatever happens, im still here for him. but then again, will i ever be good enough for him? i never thought i could meet someone like him. he's brought so much good changes in my life that i can never thank him enuf. i know it seems like a whole bunch of crap. but i mean what i say. |
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