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Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 11:45 AM i dont like to make choices.
or having to choose. surely differences can be resolved? its kinda sad that things have come to such a stage, i admit, im a hypocrite, and yeah, i hate myself for that. how do you regain the old times, and yet still keep your present? i guess you cant have the best of both worlds. SO now, i guess i just have to look forward to the future then. perhaps, im still confused. but im sure along the way i'll get enlightened. and yeahs, probably all will be much clearer by then. nows coming to de end of sept soon, den oct, nov, dec, jan, feb. fyp aside, whats gnna become of us all at de end of this? i seriously dunno whats my next move after graduatn.. at least de guys just haf to worry bout NS, us gals gotta work. evryone's asking me what kinda job i wanna find. Im like, CLUELESS. but yeahs, probably any temp job. until i make up my mind whther to further my studies. my dad wants me to, i want to. but thing is, our financial state mite not permit it. oh wells, probably cnsider local uni, otherwise, overseas. but then, so many things to leave behind. WAAAIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT i shudnt think too far ahead. dont even know if i can qualify for one.. okay now, fyp first. and de last sem. =) |
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