Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 6:53 PM

im mentally drained.
im really on de verge of breaking dwn.
i thot i only had to face it in school,
and now u expect me to choose in my own house?
lemme off alreadi.
im already worn out by what i hafta entertain in school,
cant i just go back to a happy, supportive family?

how does it make me feel when u expect me to do such a thing?
cant problems be solved one at a time,
must u guys act likdat?
i mean, isnt it sad enough that during a fasting mth,
which a family is supposed to bond,
and yet, im eating on my own?
sitting at an empty table?
how do you expect me not to stare into blank space?
im just too tired.
too tired to entertain whats coming my way.
please.
please. dont make me go through this.
i really dont know how long i can take it.