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Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 8:39 PM some cam-whorin moments in de lab, werent we supposed to do work? bahas.    not sure what to blog about tdy.
i found myself visiting websites over and over. hmms. tryin to figure out watta blog about. kaes, to start it off, i did a good deed tdy. proud of myself indeed. dere was this grandma who was late for her doc appointment, i saw her lookin lost, and soon, she approached me for help, askin how to get to NUH from dover, so yeahs, as she slowly made her way down, i explained to her tt dey changed the route, she only asked me to show her de way, but i brought her to the shuttle bus stand.. so this made my day. felt good bout it! till, my mood sorta gt spoiled.. aint gnna say exactly why. but i just feel that, just when im tryin my very best to improve my friendships with u guys, to regain back de old chemistry, u guys never fail to make me feel that i'd rather not see u guys at all. im sorry but this is the truth. and to mr ling, im relli sorry. its not that i hate ur company. im just. hais. i just cant stand de awkwardness on de way home. im relli sorry if i acted like some biarch tdy. hais. realised that im gnna be forever a confused gal. like evry now and then, my job is to think, rethink and over-think. i just wished i hadnt probed too much, evrytime i probe, i get some new information. and with this new info, i dont know how to move on from dere.. so much uncertainties, and so much things thats not sure.. and all dese, will make me keep thinking and thinking. maybe one day my head will just explode from de excessive thinking of nonsensical shit. |
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