Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 7:32 PM

i was literally in a state of shock.
let me first announce tt i dont jay walk often.
unless my parents are aroun, to hold my hand n cross de road.
so tt explains why i dont like to jay walk when i go out wit u guys.
it doesnt help tt cars just want to run over me.
okay, make tt a lorry.
u tot tat a traffic light makes it a whole lot safer.
beeep. u're wrong.
de green man comes up n i was crossing de road.
but dere's dis lorry tt just doesnt slow down at all.
it just came at me, so fast, i was so shocked, my legs literally came to a halt.
of cos, they honked. my heart was pumping so fast.
i dashed acrossed de road. n i'd swear i cud just cry.

next, lemme proclaim.
im a hypocritical biarch, n i pretty much cudnt care less.
first up, leave dem alone can?
issit any of ur bloody biz in de first place?
aargh, shut up n get over it alredi.
just cos ur life's boring, dont go aroun tryin to mess up others!
wow. what a mean bitch i've become. but its de truth.

plus, im officially in deep shit. its my fault really.
i din wanna go. but oh dear sally, y must it be u?
i cudnt turn her dwn, will be meeting her tmr to get de pressie.
whose burfdae issit? de mat's? where issit relli? im totally clueless.
omg! im so freaking bloody scared.
can someone please save me.

what have i gotten myself into?