Friday, October 3, 2008 @ 11:10 AM

FINALLY!!! i get to blog.


life without the computer. has been utterly miserable.
hahas.
i cant msn-chat. cant use de comp to do fyp stuffs.
and i cant emo over past pics.
i seriously hope my comp can be salvaged.
please God!!!
kaes, here's an update on what has been goin on in severely-depressed zak's life.

mon:
ade huns gave me dis adorable giraffe/dinosaur..or sum cute thingy
which now i cuddle and drool on at nite.. thanks huns..
ms gave me dis hand-drawn shoe with my self-proclaimed 'little mermaid' title..
simple fascinated and touched by her lovable gesture..
erms. emo parts, dun wish to touch on dat..
but after tt, im snapped back to a happy angel! hahas. if u cnsider me an angel,that is.
BAHAS.

tues:
ooh, preparatns for hari raya. exciting! NOT!
hais, dunno whr has de spirit gone to..
but, i was de enthu one hoppin aroun here and dere
findin stuffs to do..
super enthu bout it,
but my family cudnt care less..
sobbs sobbs..
but i enjoyed bein de hard-wrkin one. hahas.

wed:
yippee. Selamat Hari Raya!!
wokays, de day started off with fillin de cookie jars and all..
eating to ur hearts content.
bathing.. oops, yea, i ate first! hahas.
den waited and waited.
for what?
hahas. din go JB dis yr.
reason bein, all others gtta wrk de followin day..
so stayed at hm till 3..
went to grandpa's hse for awhile,
simply cos his hse was very cramped, & poor grans wasnt feeling well,
i teared when askin for forgifness,
tho he wasnt dere for us all de time, and vice versa.
I truly loved him.

den when aunt's hse. ate again.
talked bout losing weight.
its about time zak, do without de caffeine!
bleahs!


returned hm.
paternal aunt, uncles came over.
bro n his in-laws came over..

not bad lar.
did i mention i was praised.
for looking absolutely hot? hahas.
LOLS.
no lars. praised by authorised pple only. BAHAS.

kaes, i hoped i din scare u guys.. BAHAS.

in all, i must say, askin for forgifness dis yr,

has been heartfelt.
simply cos, i teared as i kiss de hands of my elders.
and i relli mean it.

this Ramadhan has been great,
and i've come out of it an even better person.

in all, its not tt dis yr is depressin,
its just tt i cant stand being hm alone.
no comp.
no contacts.
eating ALONE.
watching tv ALONE.
can get very depressin when its hari raya mood!!

o wells, im bloggin in skool now..
i cant wait for de jln raya.
look out for me.
simple looking psyched up zak.
wahahahs.
=)