Saturday, October 4, 2008 @ 4:01 PM

i find myself re-affirming my beliefs time and time again.
its those times, that keeps testing one's patience and beliefs.
im not the worst, tt i dont deny.
but yet, dere are times tt makes me qns yet again, why do i hafta go thru dis?

i keep goin back to square one.
ranting on him, sayin how weak i am for breakin dwn time n time again,
appearing so vulnerable, when really, what im goin thru is nth,
as compared to him, or anyone else out dere.
he assured me, that i'll get thru dis, i will n truth is no one's perfect.
i agree with ms too, we cnt expect life to be a bed of roses.
cos it simply isnt.
and i believe, tt if u're able to overcome de waves tt hit in ur life,
u'll come out an even stronger, better person..
im far from perfect, but at least im being de best tt i can..
sometimes, all u need is some reassurance, or just a reminder,
to get u back on track..
i've side-tracked alot in my life,
but i'm thankful to haf all de guidances to bring me back on de right track.

watched a real tear-jerker malay movie.
de message, is simply true to heart.
its about love, thru different aspects.

quotes:
-in pursuit of what we want, we forget the one thing that brings us happiness, love.
-nothing is more meaningful than spending a day with de person we love,
than spending a lifetime with a person we don't love.

-if you know, and she knows, why hide it from de world?
- don't be scared to close your eyes, for i will be there to watch over you.
- sometimes, de person you love de most, is also de hardest person to love.

sometimes, when u're too busy worrying bout everything else,
u forget what truly matters.
Ur family.
Ur friends.
U even forget who u really are.
in a world whr evrythin's becomin so staged/fake,
its about time,
to be genuine, to ourselves at least.
give ourselves, and others a chance.
bury the hatchet.
start anew.