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Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 6:56 PM *if u dont wanna read a meaningless-emotionally psychotic entry.
skip dis one. zak, wat the hell is wrong with u, seriously? u keep screwing up evry single shit tt comes ur way. u're lettin ur emotions get to u. n consume u. u did alot of stupid things tdy. sths u'd promised u wudnt do again, but u did neways. den u felt so shitty with urself. n den, u went on to tell ur dad sth u probably shudnt haf. n cos of u, he gt all worried. relli, do u haf to be such a blabbermouth? u shud haf just kept it to urself. but how cud u? if u dont do sth bout it, den who will? oh, thats u all right, tryin to help every single lost soul in dis planet. when relli, nobody needs ur fucking help. gosh, cant u ever do sth right? like seriously, u're just so fucked up. so bloody fucked up. its not tt im being too hard on myself. its a fact. a fact tt i can be a real bitch at times. u see, u try to do sth to make it all right, BUT evrything goes wrong. mite not be goin to school tmr. goin to de doc's. hahas, it doesnt help tt im emotionally unstable. im sick as well. great. apologies to whoever i might have hurt/offended tdy. pardon my vulgarities. u know im not one to use such words, but i just had to. sorry. "its time i sought guidance, for my own lost self. and get back on de right track again. i wonder how many times i'll deviate from de path, before i eventually LEARN." |
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