Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 5:49 PM

like i mentioned..
i relli enjoyed myself the past 2 days..
with de jln raya..
and de mount faber n de sentosa thingy..

but recently im always in a daze..
dunno what im up to..

perhaps i've still yet come to terms with it..
altho i assured tt im gnna be alrite..
i relli dunno..
simply cos, i've nvr thot it could get dis complicated.
and to think tt im actually okay with it,
or playing along/entertainin de tot of it,
it just shows how delusional i am..
tryin to make myself feel better..

when really,
i wished.
things weren't this way.
i don't wanna let go.
and he told me not to yet.
i hope im strong enuf to hold on.

i wished things were as easy as.
u liking me.
me liking you.
n in a matter of time, we'll just get together.

still, i'll always be there for u.
cos tts my promise.
and i'll fulfil it.

simply cos, it has not changed de way i feel about u.

- emo entry. please dont rub salt on my wounds kaes? hahas. =)