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Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 8:57 PM there's so much craziness surrounding me.
there's so much going on, it gets harder to breathe. i've lost sight of where im meant to be. i guess there's so much more i have to learn. But if you're here with me, I know which way to turn. bleahs. u'd think i actually thot of that on my own. its taken off a lyrics. nonetheless, its so me. lets just say, alot of things happened within this 2 months. ups and downs were inevitable. its like an emotional rollercoaster ride. relationships are forever complex. and so is life, in itself. its just complexed n perplexed (whatever dis is, hahas.) some think they actually get it, when relli, they don't. i guess, we're just on de same frequency. i get what he's trying to say, n i share de exact sentiments. it isnt a difficult choice to make. im just holding myself back. i guess, i've no regrets bout this one. my choice.. erms. lets just say, so long as he's takin those lil' steps to understand himself.. and tt i can be there for him, nth else shud matter right? a relatnship is just a status, and half of de time, they dont even last. was it hard to come to dis decision? or having to accept it? in the past, it wud have been. cos i was too caught up with myself. but now, it only took some reassurance. i shud try to focus in: completing my tasks at hand. and evrything else tt evolves aroun myself n God. sounds unlike me, but i do think bout this stuffs. at de end of de day, its ur faith that keeps u going. tata~ |
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