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Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 10:07 PM at times.
it just drains de life out of u. im not really sure whats wrg with me. perhaps, im just purely psychotic. or simply gg thru a phase, for which i dont even knw whats gg on, really. have been gettin dis feeling of not having much to say to anyone. im just runnin out of things to talk about. n when i do, i just get tired of putting my thots across. n at times, im forcin myself to joke, entertain others. its as if im withdrawin myself frm de world. shutting out myself. .. lying awake. and worryin. endlessly. i want to care for others. i want to be able to do sth. believe me, i really do. but at de moment, i just cant. im not even de person with de worst problems at de moment. but.......... perhaps, in all of these, i'm losing someone. and most likely, tt person is myself. im seriously doubting my mental state. |
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