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Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 9:35 PM din update yesterday after gettin pissed off.
hahas. wells, tdy's dere's sth to update on.. firstly, i'd like to apologize for dat sudden outburst in class.. i must say, lately alot of things have been goin on for me.. n when i just cudnt handle it anymore.. i just burst out in tears.. it wasnt all cos of him or whatsoever, pls dont be mistaken.. super sorry. it wasnt my intention in any way to make u guys worry. but im fine now. really. stayed back with azhar tdy. had a long chat, it was fun. i must say, im pretty wise. but yet again, mental state = still questionable. nonetheless, borrowed two books on his insistence. n i must say, im pretty engrossed with both rite now. one is about the brain. cos im seriously interested bout why my brain is so psychotic. and de other is about weighing de soul. very scientifically intriguing. probably dese will get my mind off de stupid things i mite do. ermms. am i havin psychoses or neuroses? ermms. hahas. this book is wakin me up to my senses. at least one of de conditions states tt one may be mentally ill, and yet, realizes it, and wants to improve on it.. wokays, lets just see how i'll fare in de days to come. that is if i can pull thru it. probably i will afterall. 10 years. a 100 years. we'll see. |
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