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Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 8:32 PM hot n cold by katy perry.
addictive track. im really pms-ing like some bitch on de block. havin dis bad-ass, psychotic attitude. not sure whther its gd in de first place. altho im loosening up.. it felt like it wasnt me. ..as if im bein mean.. arrrghs. can i attribute dis split personality of mine, to my Gemini stars? its as if, im just gg against everyone. perhaps dis time, our relatnship really haf strained.. all of us. whats happenin? isn't it called home sweet home? why has it been so depressing? im just so sorry. my entries wud be full of pessimistic shit. so u guys dont really haf to tag anything. wells. im fine really. still very much confused. bout what to do, and what not to do. whats really right and whats wrong. im tryin to do whatever i can. cos like what he sed, mayb i'll be able to do greater things to help others. and i hope, dere'll be such a day. but u know, dere are times, it hits u so bad. arrrgh. i like to see de veins on my wrists.. felt de urge again. but, i dont wanna go back to those days. i really feel like callin dat centre. but like i sed, i dont wan it to become a bane of my life later on. arrrgh. i seem perfectly like a normal girl dont i? happy go lucky. hmmmphs. think again. im just a gal who cant wait to be certified a mental case. see, tt statement alone just shows what a psycho i am. oh, what de fuck. really. kaes, i shall snap back to my better side. and upload some pics. gdbyes for now. |
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