Sunday, November 2, 2008 @ 10:39 AM

thank you guys, for askin me how im doin evry now n den..
and how im holdin up..
i really appreciate all de care n concern..

im not gnna deny tt im not doin tt all great..
but for de better of things, im trying.
i just wished tt he isnt avoidin me, or tryin to lessen his contacts with me,
just so tt i'd get over him.
cos i've been gettin tt feeling, and im just hopin tt im wrong.

as much as dis all show how fragile i am,
im not gonna break into pieces.
i will snap out of this, eventually.

he has more things to worry bout den me.
i'll just be the invisible pillar for him.
i pray tt God opens up his heart, to find himself, his path,
n i also pray tt God gives him all the strength and courage,
to help him overcome de hurdles/tests in life..

it doesnt always have to be about me.
de less time i have, to think for myself,
de less troubles i have.

if its decided tt i shud look de other way..
den maybe i wud.
someday.

=)