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Monday, December 8, 2008 @ 11:58 AM can i just say what i have in mind right now?
thanks dil, for takin de time out to entertain me, helpin me thru tt phase, de heartbreaking, disappointmt and everythin else. i just wanna say, out of all people, i expected you to understand me the most. i expected you to understand my intentions. but yet, you thought of me that way. it hurts. and as much as i want to hate you, im just not that kind of person. i just wished, that one fine day, when you look back, u'll come to realise, that whatever i've done was out of goodwill. and not cos i wanted sth much more from you. but since u've alredi thought of me that way, i really have nth more to say. maybe when u lose me as a friend, it doesnt matter, cos like you said, u have many other friends. i can bring myself to hate you for so much more reasons. but like i said, i wont. i thought you were different. you were the one i've been looking for. you were the one friend i wanna have forever. but this is what happens when you pin too much hopes onto someone. when im sure u're well, and will be fine. den, my job is done here. thats all. |
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