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Tuesday, December 9, 2008 @ 8:15 PM i hate the fact that i let a guy get to my head over and over.
i hate that i always promised it wont happen again. and yet it does. after tt fateful day, i'd swear dere wasn't a day tt went by, without me thinking, whats my freakin fault? and i started gettin all paranoid, all i cud think of, was how to get away from him. and how to avoid every single possible encounter with him. im really scared. it doesnt help tt im tryin my ultimate, to get over him. blame it on me for at least trying to help you thru ur difficult times. blame it on me for trying to care for you. blame it on me for even remembering ur promises, and all ur sweet gestures, yet you keep forgetting dem.. blame it on me, for even trying to be there for you. blame it on me, that dammit, all i wanted was de best for you. why cant u just for once, let me all de way in into ur heart? why are u just so blinded by ur desires, ur curiousity, ur adventurous ways, tt u forget urself really? and fuck to myself really. whats wrg with me? move on already. thinking n caring for him. worrying for him. whats de use? really, just get goin zak. u have a whole life ahead of you. |
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