Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 11:55 PM

im not stereotyping. or generalizing.
or even trying to be a sexist. or whatever you call it.
but it has been breathin down my neck for decades.
not tt i've been aroun tt long.
but u know what i mean.

im just so sick of guys,
pretending like they cherish me alot.
when fact is, im just their one-stop,
i need your help, your company- girl friend.
i mean, when u need me, den you'll come lookin me.
and when u don't, all of a sudden,
yeahs, thats pretty much it.
like what am i to you really?

and im also sick of being told,
that i do matter,
but when they just don't feel like it,
here i am, being kicked out of their lives just like that.
treating me hot and cold,
one moment, u're so nice, and de next, arrrrghhh!

its not that i wanna so much be in each of ur lives.
but heys, shudnt i deserve a better treatment?
sighs.

im just sorry.
to myself.