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Friday, January 9, 2009 @ 12:40 AM i just wanna cry.
and drop dead. like fucking now. cos im just tired. really really am tired. i just cannot take all of these anymore. i just cannot. its consuming my heart, my soul, everything of me. till after fyp, you promised to save me. but i dont think de promise still stands after what we've gone thru. and i dont expect u to..cos probably u think im all better now and stuff. im just tired of what i have to go thru, each and every day. life's a bitch right, cos every day, sth shitty pops up at hm, and i try to be as normal as i can in school. but i just cant, do u get it? i cant pretend like everythings okay. cos everythings not OKAY, and it will nvr be. im tired of it. do i have to keep explaining myself over and over? FUCK TO MYSELF. and the world. i just need to fucking let go of all thats bothering me so much in life. let go of every single thing. cos its tearing me up so bad inside. |
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