the first thing i felt when i woke up.
was still de same. nauseating.
and i haven puked yet.

it feels awful.
terrible.
im tired. as everybody are.
im terribly troubled too. as everybody are.
at this critical pt, i dont have a gd reason to wanna ruin evrything.
but yet im doin evrything else,
but not saving myself.

im not gonna put myself out there anymore,
cos i feel tt its nt gnna give others any better time.

i better go find a way to puke it out.
and den get back to studyin immuno. that is if, im even gonna try.

~tata