i lie awake at night, and pray.
wondering of the fragility of life.
thinking of what we dont speak of.
thinking of what had been done, or what could have been, to make it all go away.

to that special someone. it never crossed my mind.
how true you've been to the words and the promises you made.
half of the time, i was blinded by the things i wanted to happen.
always not realizing, when u said u'll be there for me, u meant it.
and that u had always appreciated what i've done.
as i look back, am truly touched,
for the countless of times,u heard me out,
reassured and cared for me time and time again too.
wonder what blinded me too much,to have always thought,
that i meant very little to you.
am glad that we've gone through all that.
cos who would have thought, through the pain life gives you,
it gives you, small bits of happiness, to get you by as well.
for me, it was finding that true friend in you.
thank you so much for all these times, and for just being who you are.
it seems as if, no amount of words, could make up for all that u've done.

to my loves sally, natasha,i feel so lucky to have u gals,
cos you make me smile, and laugh all de time.
to my other loves, meishan and ade,
God knows just how much having u gals
made this 3 yrs ever-so wonderful.
and always giving me the right balance of having fun n studying.
u're like my own yin and yang! haha.
I love just about everybody else,
tt made evrything else bearable for me..
I love our class too, love it too much, together and apart,
and just love it too much to give it up.

Needless to say, i've been here before.
I've said all the above repeatedly. But u know that there are times,
u can never say it enough.

Dont worry my loves.
I know the exams are important,
tho' my brain isnt being very helpful,
im trying my best to study, and I'll do my very best.
will continue to struggle thru the studying now.
Take care.

We just got to have that faith, and whatever it is, we'll get through it together.