the sad thing bout dis skin is tt de bckgrd's black..
and previously, alot of my font was in black..
and so my most meaningful entries in de archives cant be seen.. hahas.
neways. i cant believe how emotionally deranged all my entries in de past were.
its like de extremes.
it could be bout some super happy stuff, or just pure depressing shit.hahas.

im glad, that pple see tt i've lighten up alot,
tryin to be cheerful n hyper and all..
and some appreciate tt, me too..
but sometimes i cant help but think i cud be overdoing it..

its 1225 now. i shud be studyin but i cant.
tdy for de first time, i had sth in mind, but i didnt say anything.
i think dis current state of being, is de best.

nonetheless, tdy bro came over.
dis is de first time i saw an ultrasound scan pic. hahas.
i cudnt make out which is where tho. haha.
and my sis in laws' niece came over,
she's cute i must say.. and i think she really likes me, and im indulging in her praises..
my bro will keep askin whose prettier,
and she's always pointing at me! muahhahaas..

btw, Happy 52th burfdae mummy!!
Yaya doakan mama panjang umur, murah rezeki..
Thank you for tolerating my nonsense and puttin up with me..
as well as making my night doses of booster when i needed dem..
and accompanyin me thru my late nights..
love you, lots.

wolrites, now i shud reli go study..
=)