at times, i wonder, am i really taking life too seriously?
am i really not opening myself up to others?
am i really that depressed?
i guess, i know tts how i put myself to be,
given a choice, i wouldnt want to put myself in tt place either,
cos you can almost see, im bubbly half of the time outside,
do u see me emo-ing 24/7? no right.
i guess, i've spent too much time,
worrying, thinking endlessly, tt i really lost myself in all of tt.
but then again, what have i done really?
i guess nth much.

im still afraid, so very afraid.
when it seems everyday is like a countdwn,
i just feel like doing away with my phone.

i know i am strong, prolly not super woman strong,
but cant i just be weak, for that short while.
i'm almost prepared to live a life on my own.
tt room seems to have shut its doors.

btw, i'll be wrking on mon, wed, fri.
mon: 7.30-4.30pm,
and then head dwn to ngee ann city to sign de contract..
tues: 3 yrs meet-up =D..
wed: 7.30-12.30
thurs: hmmms. lets see.
fri: 7.30-12.30