This is where the story ends.

Sometimes, you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to.
But true goodbyes are the ones never said or explained.
True friends don't say good-bye, they just take extended leaves of absences from each other.

and this is me, taking my extended leave,
from the people i cherish, my dear friends,
I'm sorry i couldn't let you in when you asked,
I'm sorry you couldn't pick up my call,
I'm sorry you forgot,
I'm sorry you all had to see my gloomy face,
rather than the cheerful being i was,
I'm sorry you couldn't hear my silence cries,
I'm sorry it took you that long to realise,
I'm sorry I couldn't wait for you to save me,
and most of all, I'm sorry if its so hard to believe,
of my desperate cries for help.
But, to ALL, your very presence, makes everything worth it.
and I couldn't be more thankful for that.

till a meaning is found,
till i'm convinced,
till then,
take care and be safe.